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I’ll Be Dead Before You Break My Heart is part blog, part ever-expanding mix tape, dedicated to the man I’ve fallen in love with, English symphonic conductor John Wilson.

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FULL DRESS // A gifted mesmerist—a sinister composer—a naive young conductor from the north…inspired by an episode from the life of Rachmaninoff // DOWNLOAD FREE BOOK POSTER

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Below find my latest arrangement of the Tags:

• 6 (Unaccompanied) Songs for John Wilson
• 77 Views of John Wilson
• 99 Posters from Cantaraville on Instagram
• A FILIPINA HIPPIE
• A Ship Without a Sail: The Life of Lorenz Hart (Everand)
• American Films & TV
• Analysis and Assessment of Gateway Process for CIA
• Anglicism is the English Expression of the Catholic Faith
• Anthony Burgess: A Biography (Everand)
• ASCAP
• BBC Music
• BAKYA eZINE
• Bernard Herrmann
• Big Fiction by Dan Sinykin (PDF)
• Brass
• British Films & TV
• Calvin and Hobbes
• Cantara
• Cantara Lite
• Chord Types
• Classic Broadway
• Classic Hollywood
• Classic Repertoire
• Complete JWO Proms
• Composers
• Concert Venues
• Crazy Ex-Girlfriend
• Dark Shadows
• Destinos
• Douglas Murray: The Strange Death of Europe (Everand)
• English Light Music
• English Music
• English Progressive Rock
• Eric Coates
• Erich Wolfgang Korngold
• European Musicals
• Filipiniana
• Filipiniana Playlist on YouTube
• Filipino Writers on Facebook
• Fire Of My Loins
• French In Action
• French Romantic Music
• “Full Dress, Sinister Elegance”
• Gateshead UK
• George Gershwin
• Gilbert & Sullivan
• Gustav Mahler
• How to Manifest Anything with this One Ritual
• “It’s Time to Take John Wilson Seriously. Seriously.”
• John the Mensch
• Jose Rizal
• “John Wilson, the Geordie genius…” (The Times)
• John Wilson’s Concert Schedule
• “John Wilson’s Sex Appeal”
• Jukebox
• (JustNotepad)
• Keyboards
• Kindle Collections
• Lenny Bruce: How to Talk Dirty and Influence People (PDF)
• Leonard Bernstein
• Literature High & Low
• Low Fell
• Lydia Tár
• Lydia Tár at DeviantArt
• MGM
• Michael Matheny
• Minecraft, What Is
• Morgue on the Tarot
• MY ARTIST’S DIARY
• My Beloved John Wilson
• My Dad, Who John Shares a Birthday With
• My First Music
• My Hollywood
• My Minneapolis
• My New York
• My San Francisco
• My Stroke Music
• Old Movies Complete
• Old Radio
• Opera
• Orchestrators-Arrangers
• Other Conductors
• Paramount Pictures
• Percussion
• PINYPRESS
• Poker Hands
• Ralph Vaughan Williams
• Richard Rodgers
• Rodgers & Hammerstein
• Rouben Mamoulian
• Royal Academy of Music
• Royal College of Music
• Selected List Classical
• Selected List Popular
• Short Videos
• Sinfonia of London
• Singers Not Sopranos
• Situationist International
• Skullduggery
• Slominsky’s Thesaurus of Scales and Melodic Patterns
• Snow White 1937
• Song & Aria Lyrics
• Songbook Glossary of Terms
• Sopranos
• Speculative Fiction
• Stephen Gyllenhaal
• Stephen Sondheim
• Strings+Guitar
• Teachers
• The Americans
• The Assassinations
• “The Ballad of Gilligan’s Island”
• THE BEST OF CANTARAVILLE
• The Big Swing Sound
• The Business
• “The Composer Has No Clothes”
• The Great American Songbook
• The Harmonics of Aristonexus (Oxford, 1902)
• The Hollywood Sound
• The Internet Speculative Fiction Database
• The John Wilson Orchestra
• The Last Battle by CS Lewis (PDF)
• The Laughing God
• THE LITTLE BOOK FISH
• “The Love That Dare Not Speak Its Name”
• The Marvelous Mrs Maisel
• The War On Music by John Mauceri (PDF)
• The Yiddish
• Tuesday Weld High Priestess of the Illuminati
• Twentieth Century Fox
• Twin Peaks
• UK North vs South (YouTube)
• Warner Bros
• WHERE IT FALLS APART
• William Saroyan
• Woodwinds
• YouTube Playlists
• “Krakow” #
• “Ischia” #
• “Inverness”* #
• “Beijing“** #